






Tell me… What is this certain sanity?
Unbeknown to me is something beneath this vanity
Do I my eyes deceive me? Or do my eyes ring true?
There must probably be, some hidden truth.
As I sit here in the right side of the room
I can’t help wandering a stealthy gloom,
Yet again, am I paranoid?
Or is there something inside this shallow void?
Now I take a look back and see,
That the vile man has ran off and gone free!
Perhaps he left us with something dense…
Maybe a secret with an important sense!
Is there a reality and truth as worse as this!?
Heck, it may even be worse than true love’s kiss!
Should I continue to just lurk and pry?
Or should I forever leave this issue behind?


So I recently bumped unto this M-85 Replica that my dad hid behind our TV for years. It was rather dusty and I had to wipe the dust off with a piece of tissue ‘cause if I don’t who knows what kind of damn allergies I’m gonna get. For the record, YES, the gun can shoot but NO the gun doesn’t have bullets and CANNOT kill for it can only store Pellets. Anyway, I tried it out after cleaning it and it turns out it still works. The cool “bang” sounds, the automatic features and the extremely awesome silencer. I wonder though, what kind of idea led my dad to even buying this probably unusable huge piece of clunked up metal? (I totally used a lot of adjectives there! :D) But then I thought of what my dad was.
My dad. Hmm… I never really got to know him that well and though he wasn’t always away at the house, I never found time to really bond with him. Maybe he’s a bit too principled and maybe everything he says increases his maximum head weight by .1 lbs. but what I am sure of is that he is what tough-as-nails bastard. (Wow, I couldn’t believe I said that.) “Tough-as-nails” ‘cause he does stuff that no one in this world could possibly do without help. He does stuff in such a way that he does it in his own way. He’s principled and down-to-earth and I do think that I got my “serious side” in his genes and though I hate that part of my genes, I guess it helps a bit. Anyway, he’s also very skilled in all kinds of stuff, I hardly even know why he’s stuck here at home at all time. Mom said he was lazy… I say he’s just waiting for a time to step-up. Maybe in the worst of cases, he’ll shine like the brightest of stars. That’s what I like about my dad, he steps up when he needs to. In addition, that’s why I continue to respect and like him unlike M-85 Jr. (that’s coming up soon!) because even though he degrades your pride by shouting at you and shows you his extremely lazy side, he has the guts to power down and derail challenges. He’s totally like that M-85 that’s at the back of our TV… Though a bit dusty, he can still totally pack a huge amount of punch.
Anyway, I still can’t deny that fact that he’s fat though. LOL! =))